Alright, so I am just in a weird mood.  I like, don't feel like myself and all, like this whole week.  I'm just kinda out of it.  Lots of things happeneing, and then everything is just moving so slowly.  I feel good, because I have done a few scholorships, but...I just...feel...depressed I guess.  Not anyone's fault, not really anything to do...I am just not happy right now.  Life seems to be going by so fast.
Ryan keeps teasing me too...which brings me down more.  All we do are argue it seems; and over the dumbest things.  I feel like I'm yelling at my parents, because we do the same thing.  I am so tired, but I can't seem to fall asleep.  School is just a drag too, right now. 
Went to see Caroline.  Was a great movie; I was happy for about...until I got home.  Then I was unhappy again.  I feel like a  lump too, because I don't feel like I have a real job.  OMG, I done talking.

Alright, so I totally hate having to make a new title each time.  I'm just so lame with that, so I'll probably just do something random. 

Well, I survived my Grandma's.  Wasn't too bad, but I could sleep.  I tried one bed, but evertime I moved it made this huge squeak, and I twist and turn, so of course it would keep me up.  So I moved in with my Grandma.  She has an extra bed in her room, which is where I normally sleep, but she snores.  And has one of those clocks that are always ticking.  So i was screwed anyway.  But oh well, fine and all.  Just tired. 

Don't want to go to school this week.  Maybe I'll take a day off.  HAHAHAHAHA!!!  Like my mom would ever let me pull that one.  The only time I wouldn't have to go to school is if I was puking my guts out.  Sigh, she depresses me sometimes.

Well, I get to go to my Grandma's house for today and tomorrow.  Makes me a little depressed because I would rather be doing other things.  I don't like being mean and all, but all she does is talk about God.  I mean, I love God and all, but...everything is about God with her.  Every sentence.  It just drives me a little crazy.  Not only that, but she lives in this old ugly house in the middle of new houses with some random forest in the back and a garden.  I love the garden and the forest.  I miss being a little kid and running through those, but now that I'm older, I have nothing to do there.  The computer and TV are basically the Devil's work in her eyes, and blah!  I'm just older now.  I don't like going to Grandma's for the weekend, I"m not a little kid anymore. 

At least I'll be able to see my cousins.  Miss them a lot, but I might try to convice Grandma to go over to their house.  They have a XBox, like wow to me.

sigh, I will miss technology.  At least it's only for two days...if I die you may not take my money.  I want to be buried with it so that when I go to heaven me and jessus can party!  alright, k, i'm just being a dork now. 

I hope everyone has a great valentine's day!

Well, ok , I can't spell.  And nothing about waffels acctually happened, I was just lost for a title.  Today I just kinda went through and fixed a few things up in home, and abou

This week is just flying by.  I can't really believe it.  Ryan wants to start a web comic with me; which is fine by me and all.  I'm just afraid that I won't be able to keep it up.  I don't have as much time as Ryan does, and I'm much slower.  Well, I will try my best.  That's really all there is.  There's so much going on, but...just hard to put into words and all.  Plus I doubt anyone really wants to read it.
Have a good day! (or night)